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Have to Wake up Early

Spent the Day at hope, supposedly caring for my wife. Cooked a Lasagna which was a lot of work. We cooked too many noodles so we have eat that for later. Anyway it was a success. My stores of bacon fat came handy when the ground meat was waterlogged when I was thawing it. Although because of the water, oil spatter was a problem in cooking the beef. This time the beefy smell wasn't so bad. I really have to take some time to cook out that raw-beefy-smell. Anyway, I have to make a list of things I will do as soon as I wake up. I have some water rations to prepare and some real rations. I have to be in Padi's Point Antipolo by 8ish. that means leaving at around 7:15 at the latest. Which will require about an hour or less of prep. I have ice coffee to help me wake up and start my dynamic stretching after I warm up a bit. But before that, some crackers and jam to stop my acidity from getting out of control with the coffee... and before that taking my Hepa-B med which requires me to ...

Upset Stomach

I have some unresolved LBM, it seems. Yesterday, I ate my usual mushroom and beef meal at jolibee and found some plastic in the food. Anyway, i thought about it and decided it would be worth a bother, I mean it was just a small piece of plastic. 1 and half hour later, LBM kicked in. LBM and Vomiting is a mixed blessing when I'm trying to keep count of calories. After the Caffeine withdrawal, I've lost about 3 lbs, which does not include my usual 2lb variable every morning and night. I know the Cilium and the Vomiting have a tendency to throw my cycle out of whack. Oh and I have this morning LBM thats triggered when I eat just right after waking up. So that was like 2 craps in a day. Today I'm out of whack, I feel nauseated. Since i have motion sickness I have some bonamine hidden in my pencil case and I took some. Damn, I'm still burping the kimchi from breakfast... It just like the time I vomited last sat, I was burping Tapa-king vinegar (ewwww). I didn't know wha...

A complete Airsoft Gear Set

Thats my xmass gift for my bros. I've built up a complete military gear set. Its one of the few things that is much cheaper and bang for buck in the Philippines Compared to the states. Of course the problem is that my bros don't play... It makes it a pointless gift. A guy I know, gave his cousin a freaking AK and his cousin didn't play. That AK will sell for as much as 4k in the market even as 2nd hand. The thing is I haven't given my brothers any kind of gift that was ever big or expensive. Mom raised us a bit on the miserly side. But airsoft, its one of the things that makes wake up early in the morning. trying to share that with my bros, the way we used to share RPGs is a worth while gesture. In the end, since gifts are supposed to be something of a gesture and not just some utility I guess I fullfill that aspect of the action. Anyway, its not like we give each other gifts. This is one of the few things I feel strongly about. Anyway a BDU, complete with safety gear. ...

Depression

I'm not depressed, I've got a baby on the way... I'm excited. Although my brother is pretty depressed and I know where he is comming from, I have the scars to prove it. I have to convince my mom to let him go his own path... problem is he doesn't have any self-sufficiency skills because of the odd jobs they make him do. So in the end, my bro is unfulfilled. My dad is a bit of a user, thats where I get that tendency (which I've mostly delt with). He likes to be serve and someone else do the work. In his experience, doing things himself is limited to having the right people meet and the work that follows... He is my brothers burden and its what I want him to lose and give him a chance to find what he wants. Dad got my bro in Human Resource, a course which is worth only a remedial course in other degrees. It was VERY STUPID and the reasoning was very "get-rich quick" because "Humans can never be obsolete" thinking was severely flawed in too simplis...

I think I'm sick

It would suck to get sick right now. Anyway, when I take deep breaths I find my lungs feeling peculiar. I'm feeling a bit out of breath and tired. I'll be resting a little bit longer. Wasn't able to eat regularly today. That withdrawal incident really did a number on me. I just have to take it easy. I'll take my multi-vitamins today and work out a bit. I have a number of articles and write up planned for my Gaming Blog and a wiki for my game system. Oh yeah that should be a bit of news. I have a wiki . Well a Wiki of my Open RPG System. Its meant for me to collect my own universal game system, designed using recent biometric studies and can be easily callibrated for style. Basically, use Freethinking to create a realistic but game-able set of data. Its easy when you admit or put out the premises you are assuming. As the System forms, different styles of play can be calibrated to allow for certain ranges of result to satisfy the amount of realism you want to affect the g...

Caffeine Lesson

Your supposed to sweat out the coffee!? Awww man I was doing it wrong. I'm behind a desk drinking that much coffee with no exercise. Next time I'll wake up at 5 snack and coffee up, THEN sweat it out in a 4km jog. I'll get back to that soon. Thats my target for next week. Airsoft vs Soccer . Had only a few hours of rest before Airsoft. My only sport, since soccer is too expensive and too much of a hassle. You can't play lone wolf in soccer, you have to be part of a group and you end up waiting in line with other groups. Bottom line, Soccer is more hassle a sport in the Metro Manila for the average joe (because wealthier people live in villages and can access such fields). So the sport for the guy who makes enough money but is not part of an elite crowd is Airsoft. 2 kills in Airsoft! One Long-Range kill, because the marshal happen to be there. That is a Rarity! In fact, kills like this don't happen unless the guy is honorable enough to admit it. I got lucky, the m...

Severe Caffeine withdrawal

Well my experiment had some very nasty side effects. I had a really bad caffeine withdraw, well what I think is withdrawal. I had a terrible head ache the rest of the day when I went without coffee because I wanted to sleep and wake up early for the airsoft game. Vomited my head off since 12 mn and again at around 2. Finally got to sleep at around 4 and had to wake up at 630 to get ready for the game. What a load of crap just before the day of the game. I wasn't even able to exercise the day prior. I'll be hurting later. Funny if you call this serendipitous, the first time I got to sleep after my first vomit, my brother called to check on me which woke me up. Very generous and nice of him, to relate to me he was getting us a Wii fit (short for the balance board). It was really nice of him, but there was no way for him to know I was going all pukey shit a couple of hours before and still had much to go. Second vomit was mostly water and all the solids that failed to go up. M...