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I guess something happened where I don't have the trust assumption any more while I on the other hand keep it up. It's a vicious cycle and it gets worse and worse. I can't get past it because I'm the one who has to let things slide and she can't. She can't let anything slide and that's what she needs. I'm like always brought to the edge and I use shut up and never say anything because it will get me into more trouble let and she just keeps shooting like she will never run out of ammo. She forgets that for me killing myself is the most convenient and simplest solution for all this. Really to die of to stop caring even if I love our son so much I can visualized destroying my body a bit at a time just for him. If I just happen to die don't feel bad for me. I've stopped feeling anything . The only thing I can't do for my son is to half so much fall apart before me. I'd rather just die quickly.

Where the fuck does that come from? Tangina naman. How the fuck do I have time to carry on an affair given how bad I am with how I manage my time. Then there is a Ton of reasons why I can't or won't.

Objectification is a freaking complex issue that is now being tossed around and used in such an inquisitorial device like "Heresy". To ask for Due Dilligence is tantamount to arguing for the unpopular side - the Trolls and death / rape threaters. Which I fucking hate. So I failed my self control for curiosity and got creamed. Like 5e, it was a topic with sharp emotional notes and there is a strong knee jerk emotional reaction. One thing is being emotional about something and having bias, but it is another failing in Due Diligence or Due Process of argument and constructive listening and conversation. I am furious about the Crusading side because I got called out as a Troll for asking for the chain of conclusions one of the people in my feed posted. I asked him, why are the Trolls mad at Anita - and they say - because she's successful... WTF kinda answer is that. What freaking oversimplification is that - he basically dehumanized the opposition into a simple category...

Title says it all. Yeah, it is annoying having to wonder if my post would go up. so I switched. Its a harder to use, but at least its more reliable if I post. what a small disappointment that is pissing me off.

I've come to find Philippine Medicine Very Scary. Lately my wife had a problem when a doctor aggravated her belly button problem, disregarded her concerns and made some annoying assuptions that put it plainly he wasn't interested. Then I have my "strange" bump anomaly that occurs without the slightest clue of why, with only my guess being fitness related. The most recent happening, my heart burn, put another problem forward. I've had several full range examinations. Executive check ups, that also examined my stomach. Now I'm wondering by the frequency of these tests, why wasn't it detected earlier (and why has house raised our expectations regarding the diagnosis ability of doctors). Stories like my mother in-law's health check ups going problematic in medical city, and comparing the results and thorough-ness of the approach to that of Club Inifinity (a health club as compared to a hospital) are raising serious doubts about the way medical technology a...

I've been busy lately . If you follow my wife's blog, they you've heard about the scam we fell into. According to our driver, its a typical scam where they take the opportunity to hit you while your moving and they are “still” to create the illusion that you hit them. Anyway, there was panic which I'm really PO'ed that it ruined my more calm approach to the problem. It cost us 1k and in return a lesson learned and another notch in my already riddled distrust of cabs. I heard money is even getting harder these days. So expect more scams in the future. Things that Pissed me off: You know how I hate the Makati Traffic Police (especially their hazardous driving farce). Its strange why they don't bilk the counter flow instigators in makati ave. Its just so weird. Taken . It is a good action move, sans any details that will color expectations wrong. I happen to really like it. It makes you think that if you were part of CIA or special forces with due warning nobody sh...

I woke up to the Screams of engines and tires. I slept at 11 and that was pretty early, but not early enough since some JERKS were practicing their drifting as early as 5AM in the virra mall parking lot. I swear, I wanted to get my airsoft gun and SHOOT their assess off! Damn it, the contest wasnt even till the afternoon. Those people could have just waited to till after 8! F*ckers. I feel like generalizing but WHO drag races and drifts in the philippines? I mean I bet they are sons of corrupt politicians, military men or political dynasties who have nothing better to do with their time than pursue a 1st world middle class preoccupation with CARS! I mean you have to be a spoiled brat to be in that f*cking sh*t. Seriously, when do you find a good natured, hard working, chap in an ELITIST sport of drag racing? Its a waste of resources, ESPECIALLY in an Oil/Environmental/Economic crisis! All I can imagine are a bunch of insecure/spoiled/ADD/Kids or immature spoiled brats showing how i...