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it began around sunday after noon and chills and fever pitched high at night. Niko also got it, and i went out to buy meds: tempra and cooling pads that night too. by monday my muscles felt very heavy, like they worked out and every and my throat was very sore. i could barely move and think, but when i did find the strength to I went to the clinic ASAP. It was around 2:10pm i was in the clinic, Fort med screwed up by not having any paper in their fax machine to recieve my papers to be treated. They wouldnt accept my Philcare card because of documentation error, before this error began. appetite was terrible: could not eat solids. Soups were what i could put down. I was half asleep in their waiting area up until 3:40 before I got treated. They figured out they didnt have any paper and just went ahead and treated me. I wont go back there again, Healthway has much better service and accepts my Philcare card. They gave me biogesick and bactidol for relief, and co-amoxiclav augmenti...

Tomorrow is My mentor's last day, I really wish he didn't have to go. The practical side of me sees so much he can teach me, and of course there is the less practical side of me that just hates a good person have to go. He has to go because he was dragged down by our previous Managing Director, he is accountable for the 100M the group of companies lost. He is awesome at analysis and a shrewd finance person but he was blindsided by someone who he felt he was responsible for. It was a sunk cost effect from there. His flaws are small, compared to his strengths... but it was his flaws that did him in. I really will miss his guidance and his approval, he tries to understand the technology and that wish to understand is great. He will really try to understand your problem, and that is an awesome character trait. In my mind he will always be the master strategist of an era far and gone that took me on an apprentice. I still follow his tenets up to know. He gave me a chance, wher...

New Record, the last time I got sick was around Xmas. My mental model of how I get sick is when my fatigue levels get so low, it compromises my health. I realize from TTC - Passions: Philosophy and the Intelligence of Emotion is that emotions, our mental, and physical conditions are actually very difficult to detect an acurate feel. How we feel, is different from how our body may actually be. In Example. When i work out, I feel like I can push harder... but notice my body and all that pain is saying otherwise. Other than What I feel, I really have to look closely for clues from my body of how things really are. Too much work . Today I'm sick, and there happens to be a lot of deadlines. In fact, everyweek has a ton of deadlines. I have not been taking care of my self. I've not been exercising since the start of the year and its been 6 months. My exercise is carrying niko and family day where we are completely exhausted not our selves by the end of it. I have a liv...

FIRSTS! First time he had the courage to Walk on is own! Yeay. We can finally let go of him and he will try to walk. First REAL WORD! Something Repeatable in controlled conditions. His first word is.... (B)ANANA! using "My First App" on my Ipad. Niko will repeat Banana despite all the foods that was presented. When I repeated again, he sead "anana". So Finally Niko has a WORD.

So Many Lies Currently the former managing director has been piling lie after lie. It has gotten so extreme that the lies are so incredible - in a meeting i was only there to witness, and not speak he said i sad he needs to be escorted by guards. One it is a lie that I spoke, another is that its a lie I would say that without having been given the order to have such happen. - that the i promised former recruitment head at he would be retained if he sold the MD out, just when i had 2 other witnesses and documented the meeting. I was warned early on, but to lie that much when there was that much evidence, witnesses, and contradiction to my character. - he made his wife plead for his job to the COO, and note she doesnt know about the call girl he hired as his personal EA and the nights he claimed he was at work which he never appeared in. We realized she was a call girl when we dug up her 201 file that was "lost" she failled all tests, and was clearly hired to be fucked. - He...

I track my level of fatigue. I realize that when I'm tired I have low self control and can not think through consequences as farther reaching. I also note the correlation of me being tired and getting sick. This has made be biased in a way that I think my energy levels is my health. My mental model of health or in the ORGS, my Constitution, is like a battery that keeps charging. As similes go,  its like a Lipoly Battery when the energy levels are low: there is a chance to take damage, in my case get sick. I've observed and hypothesis that the reason one gets sick because of Rain, Sweat, the Cold etc... is the stress and energy involuntarily expended because of the changing conditions. The body uses its natural metabolic activities to regulate temperature and conditions, each change takes energy. Extremes take a lot of energy to adapt to. One important element in the thesis is that we are not aware of the tiny changes of o...

he babbles more now he's been giving us books to read to him. he likes yellow a lot hes being more adventurous and has begun walking, leaning on he wall and door frame for two or more steps.  he can do the writing grip on his own sometimes.  he has amazing device navigational skills he knows the programs he wants to open: fruit ninja, piano, the videos, pix, picture book, etc.  he can pick out music and videos he attempts to play fruit ninja he figures out some of the apps. his tricks bless/mano "up here" close-open identify head identify nose can stack blocks, at most 3 tiers can group blocks of similar shape