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i will eventually get sick after all this, and I did last night. The whole night, I was worrying if people will see me as a flake when I have to move this meeting a second time. A lot of schedules have been moved and I have a lot of responsibilities now. The problem is that, my son tends to sleep his 4 hours sleep at 10am to 2pm-ish. The wife is at the OB right now, she is no. 20th in line. I'm left to take care of our son, and after the 4 hour nap I checked his diaper for a massive yellow poop. Yesterday was a lot of firsts. First puke, first seedy dark greenish poop, pooped twice that day, first time to spit out excess milk. Today it is first time to drink about +60ml of milk. about 10ml expressed breastmilk, and 40ml of formula (cause the wife's away). The pattern is: Check the Diaper Check his feeding reflex try to burp him When will you have him baptized? Technically, he doesn't need a baptism. ANYONE can administer the sacrament of baptism, by what I mean anyone I me...

the boy is really keeping me up late. Slept less than 1hr, 2hr, etc. If its not 4 hours straight its not sleep. I'm feeling nauseous. I'm at work right now, just signing some stuff and fixing my sched. There is so many things to do but I'm a bit paralyzed to do it. As to why I'm writing... writing what I want is not exactly work.

Right now the boy is a bit dehydrated and very skinny. Its natural in the first week after birth that the baby loses weight since the new life tends to shock its parents lifestyles. Particularly the food production of the mother. Since he can sleep up to 4 hours (which is very conflicting, we had to really work through the problems and figure things out at greatly diminished mental and objective capacities. Lately I've been trying to feed him every hour and a bit some water from a dropper. Basically to relieve symptoms of dehydrations despite the matter that he's not to drink water when breast feeding exclusively. The reasoning behind this is because, the weakened state could be causing him to spiral downward, and proactively trying to introduce nutrition instead of letting his instincts become the key indicators. It has been way past the first 48 hours of birth and indicators are pointing to malnutrition. So now on the 6th day, we are slowly introducing small improvements. Aft...

2-21-2011 18:39 philippines

I've been going home with a head ache. i might take half the day off, since many of my meetings for this week was moved to next week. I was still trying to work out. I think I need better nutrition, a multi-vitamin because I'm using up more resources working out everyday. Coughing and with green thick phlem. That means I need more water.

Being sick . Not really a fever more of that weakness, some odd but familiar feelings, and that feeling at the back of my throat. The biggest evidence of me being sick is my performance at the morning exercise. I can't breath efficiently. I really am noticing that I'm not unable to breathe fast enough so I get tired to easily. Normally my first run is 6mins at 8kph (100% my starting heart rate at 148bpm). Now I could barely maintain that speed in 2 mins. I could really feel the trouble breathing, as though my lungs can't hold enough air and that I can't make myself breathe faster. I worked on it, resting and running till I found a speed where I could sustain the 6minutes at 6.5kph (at 140-150bpm). The indicators are very effective, and I hope its not just experimenters bias. Been a while since I Joined an FF Meet up . A lot has changed, and strangely some topics were very familiar. Its quite enjoyable to participate in an FF meet up. Especially seeing people who's r...

i'm so tired that by 8pm I want to sleep. Freaking eh. Anyway, I've gotten a good hang of things. there are a lot of things to do, so many things that are all very important yet cannot be quickly judged as the most optimal thing to do. So what I go by is which looks fun, and when I realize its important try to fit it in. My knowledge of the company has grown. Also, I've found how much of my management studies apply. Its funny that I didn't graduate a management or business science degree, Instead I have one of the most useless degrees: Arts. Art really should be a hobby and an artifact of youth. For the regular person, min/maxing their mediocrity is what most of life is about, the sooner we learn to see our most lowest utility pursuit the better off we will all be. Helping Friends start businesses . My policy as we all invest only what we can afford to lose. My dad likes doing this, and I like doing this. I have all these ideas and places technology and science ca...

Moving to Makati, specifically the flat floors below my parent's place, will remove about 2 hours of travel time from the office to home. Its the equivalent of having that UPPP surgery where I could shave off sleep hours by fixing my apnea. Busy, realy busy . There is also the baby ready to enter the world when he's good and ready. He's breathing already, and that means he's good to go. what makes it complicated is that I have a lot of projects lined up. Its like having him meant Growing up a Bit, and growing up meant make a more serious effort of building something... of course once he's born his 8-12x a day of peeing and 4-6x a day of pooping means we are his slaves for the duration. I have a feeling it will be a nebulous haze and I'll completely forget about all my awesome projects lined up.