bad dreams and panic

didn't get much sleep. kept having bad dreams of what may happen at work today.

anyway a lot of things to do. and I hope I finish on time. I can't
access the internet to fix some problems and check on some files.
anyway I hope I can keep my head on straight for the problems to come.

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