note about the overnight. Only got 4 hours of sleep because of the ants crawling every inch of the our huge 20% occupied office. Thats alot of ants.

Still a bit The Office (NBC) Crazy. Disappointed that the 4th season DVD is not yet available. I cant wait for the 4th season to get here. I want to see how the do as a couple FINALLY!


Energy level. Tired, very tired. I don't like OT. I'd rather be given a deadline and warned way ahead of time. A surprise deadline sucks ass. Especially when it is a day before. I'd rather increase the amount of work incrementally over a wide span of time. Paced, use of time is ok with me. Anyway, its not like I'm not motivated to do the work. Everytime I do something I'm learning and I'm finding more efficient methods. Of course, its a drain to bullrush your way through a problem and it can take some of your mental reserve for the week.

Not writing enough. As I said before, been at a rush and been really busy. I havent' even update my Deviant Art. :( I want to do more other than work. Writing the Mahadlika game and comic is on hold. usually i find time in the train, but being as mentally exhausted as I am now I just want to look at porn and play mount and blade. BTW latest version is out now 0.960. I just wish i could move it to my desktop so that I could Max out the graphics.

Discussion in the SJ boards. People are a buzz about 4e of DnD. Of course extreme bias can be found in the forums of other RPG boards but it is interesting what they have to say about the matter. Bottom Line: RPGs, Role-playing RPGs is not feasible as a business. Production Value vs Potential Earnings are not feasible given todays quality and tastes. The decline of RPGs are pretty stark when more and more work is needed to live through the rising cost of living. Catharsis cheap, easy, quality, and less time consuming is what is needed. Time is a luxury
more and more.

Leaving the Country. Work thoughts bring me to consider a future abroad, probably Australia or New Zealand cause it allows my wife to keep working with the same company (not to mention they need more people there). Starting over again, not knowing anyone and the having no safety net when bad things happen... hmmm... How about the states? ?? my work habits are getting better and more efficient.

I guess until I make my mahadlika 1st comic season I can't really say. Too bad I have to do all this while working :( I have to MAKE time :(.

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