Failed my Save vs Spell: Civilization IV

Slept late again because I failed my save. Civ is really insidiously designed.

I've been drinking 3 cups of Vietnamese Coffee in the morning in the past two days. It has that sickeningly sweet smell that makes me want to puke, and it takes a measure of willpower to stop myself. I can't wait till I finish it and move on to the regular local blend.

Now, i remember why I prefer expresso shots: 2 onces ad 150 mg of caffeine. compared to 3 cups for that 400 ish mg of caffeine. I bursting full of fluids in the morning. I also have my 2 glasses just to push down the Cilium fiber supplament that also makes me want to hurl.

Wake Up
Make Coffee 5mins
Force Down 2 glasses of 2 tblsp of Cilium
15-30mins later: Eat Bfast and wash it down with 3+ cups sweetend and Iced Coffee. I can't the coffee by itself on-account of the acid. (150kcal from the sugar)

Around night time, when all my mental reserve is spent I'm my compulsions are much harder to resist. GURPS-wise its a -3 to resist stuff that would keep my mind busy and entertained: writing about games, blogging and surfing.

This time I slept at 2am :(

I wasn't able to work out. Damn it.

On the upside, I was able to wake up earlier today and got to work 30mins earlier than usual. Too bad I can't hotsync my old treo680. Its really weird the damn thing just fails to sync up.

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