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Spoiled gravy

Niko was swimming in spoiled gravy. Chat and I were busy and Niko decided to open the fridge and play with some liquid. It was a month old jolibee gravy, which smelled spoiled when we finally caught him swimming in it. He was playfully smothering it on the floor with both hands, legs and crotch. After stopping, and chat was cleaning up I set him up for a bath. Only for him to start putting my shirt in the toilet to soak. I'm lucky I flushed when I came to discover he was laying with the gravy.

Nico nov 19-23

Niko condition nov 19-23 I brought nico to the doctor because of a fever Monday. The fever has been almost continuous since going to the doctor. He has refused the drinks with tempra in them. He has been sleepy and cranky. Anyway hope it's not an infection, if it is, hope we got at it early enough to be good but not so early we wasted a trip.

Corruption

Since this is my private and secure blog I can put out information that would be sensitive. It's fucking screwed up that so many people are in the take. Everyone gets a commission fee that it seems there is no genuine innovation or real work. I got to talking to the brokers, and one of them has the wrong idea of commission. Making a deal go down takes work, you can't just make connections. You actually have to do the hard parts like feasibility studies, experiments and due diligence, and what is really hard they think it's easy. But the rule is you don't burn bridges and you don't close doors. They can be incredibly short sighted and a terrible work ethic, but the world is made up of all sorts of people and the doors they open may have a price, but I intend to just take a look around. Honestly it's all so risky and illegal, it may come back to haunt me. My dad has already paid off some guys, bought their favors. I will be making the same deals while the

Looking more like my dad

I'm averaging 182lbs, I gained 10lbs of weight when I began doing a higher level weigh training than I'm used to. My belly is now 39.5''. I can only lose weight if I control my urges and watch what I eat. One cup of rice, smaller meals, but more frequent. Anyway I really need to move around more. My goal is to reduce inches in my thighs and belly, and not necessarily lose weight. My current suck in belly is 34.5'' so I need to reach a suck in size of 30''. 4 inches off would be great. Juggling so many goals suck. There is mandarin and python studies. I should stop surfing, and instead habitually read up on python or mandarin. I need to have the strength to evolve to this level if I want to survive.