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Seeing my mentor go

Tomorrow is My mentor's last day, I really wish he didn't have to go. The practical side of me sees so much he can teach me, and of course there is the less practical side of me that just hates a good person have to go. He has to go because he was dragged down by our previous Managing Director, he is accountable for the 100M the group of companies lost. He is awesome at analysis and a shrewd finance person but he was blindsided by someone who he felt he was responsible for. It was a sunk cost effect from there. His flaws are small, compared to his strengths... but it was his flaws that did him in. I really will miss his guidance and his approval, he tries to understand the technology and that wish to understand is great. He will really try to understand your problem, and that is an awesome character trait. In my mind he will always be the master strategist of an era far and gone that took me on an apprentice. I still follow his tenets up to know. He gave me a chance, wher

Sick Today; So Much Work

New Record, the last time I got sick was around Xmas. My mental model of how I get sick is when my fatigue levels get so low, it compromises my health. I realize from TTC - Passions: Philosophy and the Intelligence of Emotion is that emotions, our mental, and physical conditions are actually very difficult to detect an acurate feel. How we feel, is different from how our body may actually be. In Example. When i work out, I feel like I can push harder... but notice my body and all that pain is saying otherwise. Other than What I feel, I really have to look closely for clues from my body of how things really are. Too much work . Today I'm sick, and there happens to be a lot of deadlines. In fact, everyweek has a ton of deadlines. I have not been taking care of my self. I've not been exercising since the start of the year and its been 6 months. My exercise is carrying niko and family day where we are completely exhausted not our selves by the end of it. I have a liver ult

Niko's Milstones Today

FIRSTS! First time he had the courage to Walk on is own! Yeay. We can finally let go of him and he will try to walk. First REAL WORD! Something Repeatable in controlled conditions. His first word is.... (B)ANANA! using "My First App" on my Ipad. Niko will repeat Banana despite all the foods that was presented. When I repeated again, he sead "anana". So Finally Niko has a WORD.