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Getting better at work makes me realize who I take after in the family, and  that's  my mom. She's juggles numbers intuitively and compulsively as an accountant.  By juggling I don't mean she can calculate very fast, but has a rather large bunch of ratios and values memorized and has a broad range of experience which allows her to guess where to best apply these values. I'm speaking of juggling from my own perspective of how I work with nos.  I really wish Khan Academy was around when I was in Highschool, I would have made it in BS Math in La Salle: specialized in programming. A technical fall back skill.  

Sneeze and Cough . A muscle cramps in my abdomen when I am Sneezing and Coughing. Its a particular muscle right under my the center of my rib but a little to my right side (or an observers left). Started using Google Calendar to peg more of the stuff I should do . Like bills, downloads, movies and stuff to look forward too, etc... my wife has access to my google calendar. I found that in work checking on my calendar and continuously updating it can centralize my to do and automate some tasks. Unfortunately, is electronic and requires internet, and a lot of time compared to writing it in my back-pocket notebook. Evangelion 2.0 .  So many memories and nostalgia regarding this, and I only realize now how selfish and narrow visioned the character is. By my current experience, such a narrow view is inconsistent with the "thoughtfulness" and caring nature the character tries to be. I guess it can be attributed to youthful extreme cognitive dissonance or lacking of presence of m

Having no choice When it cmes to business, sadly we dont have a choice. I understand people dont have a choice at work, but in our situation things are different: in a venture even before the facts are in our father gives us no choice in the matter ( this includes my mother). It dawned on me when i wrote about my gaming style. To me its a fantasy, an escape, to be in a world i can say no to a bad idea. In an rpg, saying no to the gm can stall or destroy the momentum of a game, my gaming style is what other gms call a sandbox, or what i'd prefer to call organic ( its alive without much need for the gm to take care of it),and is highly resilient at the trade off of having a greater prep cost. So it is a big deal for me and when i play to have a choice, it doesnt meant the gm cant convince me to go this or that direction, its just that, i can weigh the facts and have that option to say no. right now im in a point of my life that i know what i need to get what i want. I need to gain mo